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"You deserve the best," you said,
And I could tell you were trying not to say "But not the best of me,"
Even though you meant it that way.
It's funny, in the cynical way, and not the you in the passenger seat
making fun of the way I add "m" to my words when I try to say open
and me making fun of the way you try to be so deep sometimes
Kind of funny.
You told me that you hoped everything worked out for me,
unlike everything for us, and I'm reminded of saying I love you
on black sheets that didn't belong to us and the incriminating stain that did.
I thought everything would work out then, like an algebra equation,
And in a way I guess it did, because sometimes equations have more than one answer
and any of the answers could be correct, you just have to plug them in and check.
I'd like to think we picked the wrong answer, the one with the negative sign
that doesn't belong, the one that will turn out to be the reason for our failing grade
and we'll have to study together and study each other to realize we should try again.
But life isn't math or romance novels, and sometimes the answer isn't an answer,
just a deciding not to deal with the problem anymore.
And though we were kisses on horseback and in the pouring rain,
long nights together and whispers that maybe meant something once,
we were also empty bottles and rolling papers and peer pressure,
And you were too old or I was too young and we were too far away.
I told you about my frigid moods, my Mount Everest breasts,
And you told me about your changing faces, your fickle hands.
We should have seen this coming, this seasonal falling apart,
But whispered "I love you too" and fingertips brushing hid the breaking ice.
So we skated around the problem in beautiful circles
until we fell through from Ever.
And I could tell you were trying not to say "But not the best of me,"
Even though you meant it that way.
It's funny, in the cynical way, and not the you in the passenger seat
making fun of the way I add "m" to my words when I try to say open
and me making fun of the way you try to be so deep sometimes
Kind of funny.
You told me that you hoped everything worked out for me,
unlike everything for us, and I'm reminded of saying I love you
on black sheets that didn't belong to us and the incriminating stain that did.
I thought everything would work out then, like an algebra equation,
And in a way I guess it did, because sometimes equations have more than one answer
and any of the answers could be correct, you just have to plug them in and check.
I'd like to think we picked the wrong answer, the one with the negative sign
that doesn't belong, the one that will turn out to be the reason for our failing grade
and we'll have to study together and study each other to realize we should try again.
But life isn't math or romance novels, and sometimes the answer isn't an answer,
just a deciding not to deal with the problem anymore.
And though we were kisses on horseback and in the pouring rain,
long nights together and whispers that maybe meant something once,
we were also empty bottles and rolling papers and peer pressure,
And you were too old or I was too young and we were too far away.
I told you about my frigid moods, my Mount Everest breasts,
And you told me about your changing faces, your fickle hands.
We should have seen this coming, this seasonal falling apart,
But whispered "I love you too" and fingertips brushing hid the breaking ice.
So we skated around the problem in beautiful circles
until we fell through from Ever.
Literature
Fathomless
i.
Her pale sea-foam dress swirls around bone white knees, caught in an endless maelstrom. It is fashioned from the salted tears of a thousand forsaken sailors and beaded together with stolen pearlstaken from the darkness of the sea's deepest chasms and hidden, suffocating cavernsand seems to undulate with nothing less than the utterly formidable wrath of Poseidon himself.
She is as indisputably unfathomable as the ocean itself, with mottled blue lips, eyelashes laced with droplets of brine and damp hair that twists in limp rivulets down her back. When the curling wind brushes that seaweed hair to the side, it reveals
Literature
a poem for your poetry
in you, find:
repetition,
cut lines,
dash-and-enjam
bment;
a woe
of honesty wringing
the strength from
emotion:
toward the end,
destroyed.
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Surrogate
I stopped using his full title
because it started sounding too formal,
and it’s hard to be standoffish with someone
who swaps albums and memories so generously,
who loves German chocolate but hates the smell of oranges,
who knows me by my boneless,
drowsy form on the couch and by my words.
And maybe one day he’ll ask
me to drop the title altogether and call him Brad,
but I won’t.
Because it sounds too much like dad,
and I’m afraid of slipping up.
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i love this. i can feel the emotion and the pain...so sad...;_;